Friday, April 23, 2010
132
10:08 AM
stopped at post 132! moved to http://stuckonfantasy.wordpress.com
Sunday, April 18, 2010
Second
6:41 AM

i suppose i'm too too lazy to blog over the holidays. and it seems like i'm starting to blog when school's about to start again!!
many things happened during the holidays, but there were two things that were more of a blast!
(1) on 9th april, i woke up, half-believing i am supposed to get ready to go out and meet Joel, Sheryl and Samuel for lunch. Said they paid a deposit for reservation which i had no choice but to accept that blatant lie. while trying to make breakfast, the house phone rang and i received a call from Joel asking me for my address. Feeling kind, since they said they are already here, I told them. In the next 2 minutes, some wonderful person was spamming my doorbell( i swear the whole block heard). I didn't open the door for two reasons, one, i was too surprised and needed time to wash up, two, there's this family rule that i cant allow people to enter without my parents. Yeah so, i left Joel&Sheryl&Samuel( so i thought) stand outside for awhile before i opened the door. When I finally did, i told them i can't let them in and lo and behold, somehow their plan involved Sarah bringing the cake with the candle lit. Well, of course, my face was beyond comprehension and I couldn't express my gratitude to them at that point. Kinda stunned me. Things happened and Samuel needa go and the rest of them entered( what options do i have?). They stayed and ate the cake and watched TV while I get dressed. Walked Sarah to the bustop near the MRT tracks 'cause her dad was picking her up. Then the rest of us decided to go Somerset 313 to eat and walk and then finally, we went to LAN and play L4D!
(2) Law Welcome! It's been so fun!! I totally love the T-shirt 'cause the colour was nice. And the freshies, well, they looked so stoned in the morning!! It was a busy day, me rushing to places, stayed as a station IC for awhile, made the freshies played the game with great difficulty, and then tagged along with Joel and Sheryl in the end 'cause they were SLs for Eeron's class T01. Cool bunch of kids. Joined them with the Amazing Race; fun and embarrassing things happened! After that I had the privilege to eat lunch first, and then I went to fill water bags for the games later. It was so fun trying to bomb the freshies with the bombs!! Well, I got wet too but not as wet as Sheryl! And we had photos take without notice.
gonna miss all these fun when school began. Classes changed. Timetable's pretty fine to me. And it's time let things repeat themselves.
Thursday, March 04, 2010
Entity
8:06 AM
I am now part of the lies that were fabricated, and the reason I went along was 'cause I seriously hope you didn't believe any of it.
Monday, March 01, 2010
WAKE UP CALLS
9:38 PM

well, it's supposed to be the holidays, you know when there are no school and stuff, but hey, why am I still feeling like this.
Had two wake up calls. One, my results are really pathetic and isn't worth looking at. Two, stop it or I am getting a depreshsion. Seriously, i can stay up for 2 hours in my bed staring at the dark ceiling thinking about so many stuff. Ended up like a panda next morning. FML
However, it's still the holidays. So i gonna make a list :D :
(1) Get a job/internship (my mum's nags)
(2) Swimming (had been like 4 months without it)
(3) Go Mutts and Mittens (I going to act like I'm new there)
(4) Ice-skating
(5) Cycling
(6) Find law books and read ( DUN LAUGH.)
(7) Shopping (until I got enough money)
(8) Genting (actually it was Japan but the airlines were fully booked =.=)
(9) Find some animes/tv shows to watch
(10) Draw
(11) Things along the way~
It's just the 4th day after the holidays had began and Jocelyn had to make my life so miserable. Well, at least she made me stop feeling so **** cos' she actually made me laugh( wait, it's the other way around). And then she made me do 2 dumbest thing in my life. Thank you ah Jocelyn.
So easy to talk to the rest of the world, and so difficult to talk to you. Nothing works, and you wouldn't care.
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
Voice in the Morning
9:39 PM
If I had realized it then, I wouldn't still look that cheerful and bewildered. You will probably see another set of expressions that hides my emotions. If I had known, I would have been there. And to think, for once, when our laughter were two different things. 'Cause I laugh because I am laughing at how pathetic I am, and you laugh 'cause of how nice I am. My mind was blank then, what you probably might've wished for just didn't happen did it?
KOBATO!! :)
Decision
8:41 AM
I decided. It's time to be optimistic. Positive. And Happy.
Yeah, after I have cried enough. Okay bad joke.
Bad Feeling
8:05 AM
haha right now I really don't know to laugh or cry.
studying econs halfway and I suddenly thought about it. Everything starts with that word and it just ends there after everything's over. It wont continue unless I try further on. Even it does, either I see reluctance in you or you are really that busy. Glad that I am of some help to your world at least.
I grown tired. This relentless cycle. I hope it will happen again this week. For the third time. Even so, I don't know whether is a good thing or not. Everything feels as though there's this cold wall blocking there. That's the reason why I gave it up, because I know you aren't gonna care anyway. Well, if one day I know that you did, it would make hell of a difference.
Sometimes, I wonder whether bxx was right. About your personality. Cant you see through that ugly deception of his and look beyond that. And see me. I don't mind if it's just one fleeting moment. Just know that everything's almost fake around you, and the only true thing is me.
Shouldn't be feeling this way at this time.
Friday, February 19, 2010
It's been too long
10:19 AM
It's been so long since I spoke to you.
I wanna speak to you. But I cant. I do not know how. Have you been waiting?
If you did, you probably been feeling the same as I did.
It's been too long.
Thursday, February 18, 2010
Name
6:44 AM
Seeing your name hurts more than it can possibly reliefs me. I want to, but don't know lost. Kinda in a daze now.