now when i think about it, I dont think you knew about it. B'cos I dont think I existed then.
Fuzzy
5:13 AM
Everything's been so fuzzy...
went to ziyi's house on monday with ts, pj and yz. Had lotta fun playing his Xbox 360 haha. I actually tried on a game guitar! Okay and i sucked at it; i never had any good experience with musical instruments, maybe only the piano? Haha and his room's like a super cool toy museum! Went to class chalet with them after eating at TM's pastamania and yes waste money! Chalet was pretty boring cos it's the first day and not many people were there. Went home after that.
and then it's Christmas! On Christmas Eve I was like so busy helping my mum with the party the next day and I think I almost died. Did I mention i painted the doors in my house? It's like got paint stuck in my hair for 3 days and i cant wash it off haha! Cousins and my grandparents and my aunts came over to eat. Game-ed and we actually went to watch Home Alone 3 and Home Alone so funny hahahaha! And the gifts, super cool can!! I finally got the huge doggie plushie!! Totally huge is like half of me yeah! Then on Saturday went cycling with them, but it rained. Got totally drenched cos apparently Pasir Ris Park seriously lack shelters. Went Sengkang to swim again. Realised the older u get, the more afraid you are with those retarded water slides! It wasn't even supposed to be thrilling!!
Sunday, started mad chionging for Lcom interview today. Went to find all my notes again. Before meeting my grpmates, and since i was at EastPoint, went to Pet Safari. Omg when u enter is like you can hear those kawaii doggies barking and they are so cute haha! Then there was this white dog (didnt notice it's breed) at the counter haha! Met with them and went to Sarah's condo to discuss. Her condo's like...totally amazing. I think it's the best among all the condos i went before and it's so huge! And mediacorp filmed there for this chn8 drama and so i thout i see before when we entered lol. Left at around 8 and took bus 12 home.
Today!! Woke up at 7.30 (alarm rang at 7 bt i put snooze) and rushed down breakfast and dashed out of the house cos lesson startz at 9. Reached school then realised there is no lesson this morning and I was like "wth, then i can sleep longer, take a less crowded bus" bt anyway had to choose our cds at 10. Then everyone was like camping at lab like camping boss mobs in maple haha. Then i spam manual click on the link and then voila, i think i am the first in the class to get in but then i typed wrong password!! Chose Basic Calculus as first choice, Japanese for second, freehand drawing for third! Dont ask 4th and 5th those were like super random. Hope i get Calculus, but getting Jap is not bad either. :) And yes!! Lcom interview is totally over! I almost freaked out abit but everything went fine!
It's like trying to stop the clouds from raining. The lie and the truth. Denial. Disbeliefs.
Saturday, December 19, 2009
Arrivals and Departures
7:42 AM
well, albertus came to Singapore! Well he was in Singapore on Thursday night and we managed to arrange a meeting with him today with TS, YZ, PJ and me. Our plans were to watch Avatar the movie.
Supposed to me TS at 9.10 am at his block but I actually overslept and woke up at 8.50 by some kawaii dog's barking LOL. Rushed down my breakfast and chiong to his block lol. Took the train to Dhoby Ghaut and went to Plaza Sing. TS had breakfast at Macs while we waited for the rest. PJ arrive and then albert arrive. *they all say my voice changed, eh but wth i think is the flu*. Yah so then we walked to The Cathay. Omg, that's like the 5th time I go there this year!! 3 times with different group of people and 2 times with TS they all I think LOL. Met YZ there. He could not get over the fact that I seems taller than him now; last time i seriously look like some small boy next to him. But then I still think he taller haha.
So anyway went to watch Avatar 3D. At first i don't know what's the movie about and heard some bad press about it. But then, the graphics were good! Plot was good too! Although it was kinda expected at times but yes, it was a good movie! Better than New Moon like duh! Rate it 4/5 stars!! Then went Nihon to eat and spent time talking there it was uber fun talking and laughing again. Wanted to go Marina Square and play bowling but ended up playing pool. Omg, my first time playing pool can! It's quite fun but, I think I screwed up playing it. Managed to knock it 2 balls only. :) I think by now Albert reaching Jakarta already. Come SG soon!!
i knew i should have stayed and waited. Such a short departure and it's already killing me.
Thursday, December 17, 2009
Running Away
4:38 AM

It's the break!
Yeah right, with the projects coming along so nicely. I think I am slacking too much. Anyway i went to the Legal Aid Bureau today!! Okay, it looks like a law firm, and it's super cool. But I will explain my journey there cos is quite funny.
So, J sms-ed me when my alarm was on snooze to remind me that I better not be late or else he will flare up. At that time I was too lazy to reply, it was 6.50am, i need my sleep! So in the end I thought i was going to be late but whatever I was on time!! Then made J got on the train so i no nid get down it was freaking packed. Okay so we reached Tanjong Pagar. (ok i dont even know that station existed) so we went to look at the locality map. J was like "SEE the food centre!" as he pointed at some yellow box thing on the map. Then I told him is the wrong food centre, it's Maxwell Food Centre not that. Then we managed to get out of the station and headed straight. Got lost around Robinson Road and it was raining. Decided to ask passer-bys and then I realised I walked the wrong direction. J was like "wth" and he led the way. Then we asked another woman and she asked to find a temple straight up and climb up a hill. Well we found it. Then I saw the sign that says "To URA Entrance" then was pointing madly at it. LOL. then we found the URA building East Wing. So there was like this security guard at the receptionist, before i know it, while i was keeping my umbrella, J asked the security guard : "Hi may I know where Winnie Ng is?". Seriously, i think the security guard freaked out and so did I! It's like we not even at the Legal Aid Bureau yet, it's just the building?! Then I asked the security guard which floor was it and pushed J away LOL. Went to the 8th floor. We were asked to signed the confidentiality paper so i cant say much just that are so many different kind of clients and we sat there observing how the legal executives did that work. We were lucky; we had a chance to enter the lawyer's office and see how a real lawyer conduct a real interview. It was, not like the video we saw in school! Yah so funn lah. Haha, but it's kinda emotional to me when you hear the different cases. I suppose the people there i already numb to this, they probably accepted these things that happen as a part of the society. For people like us, maybe it takes us time to believe these things.
Thanks Sheryl for the Tigger figurine! Super cute! And it's from HK Disneyland haha!
Vivocity tmr and sunday. Airport on monday and maybe sunday. I just want to see you. It was nice knowing you more, it was nice getting closer to you. But then again, i dont know anymore.
Wednesday, December 09, 2009
THIRDS AND THREES
6:22 PM

things just happens when you wish really really hard. I am sure I saw a rainbow in the night sky yesterday. It was more than I could have possibly imagined. I was being natural cos you were showing that side of yourself. Those were things that showed your existence, your knowledge of me, and how these small little things managed form such a connection. Third in a row!
tomorrow's lcom legal letter writing!! Kinda scared, I am scared that i might screw it up so i better go study. So anyway, i was really really bored so i made a list of this :
Animes Watched:
Akkikan!
Angelic Layer
Asu no Yoichi
Asura Cryin S1
Clannad
Clannad After Story
Code Geass : Lelouch of the Rebellion
Code Geass R2
D.N. Angel
Full Metal Alchemist
Gundam 00
Gundam 00 Season 2
Gundam Seed
Gundam Seed Destiny
Mahou Shoujo Lyrical Nanoha A's
Princess Lover
Shakugan No Shana
Shakugan No Shana II
Special A
Tsubasa Chronicle
Vampire Knight
Vampire Knight Guilty
Ongoing Animes:
Asura Cryin Season 2
Bleach
Dragonball Kai
Fairy Tail
Full Metal Alchemist Brotherhood
Kobato
Sora no Otoshimono
HAHA! I know it's short lah compared to those hardcore anime-watchers but oh well! And I heard there is a project on CodeGeass again. Hope they show Lelouch again lols. That hollow ichigo picture nice right?!
Tuesday, December 08, 2009
Happiness
8:27 AM
two days in a row. Happiness in this form cannot be expressed in words. And yes, it wasnt what I expected or hoped. You probably know that.
test week. Should be on hiatus but...haha whatever I know i screwed up econs, freaking pissed with myself being stuck at that retarded question. And that guy beside me was being annoying. And the invigilator (JChai) accidentally kicked my table while I drawing my demand curve. Nice!
Tort later. I think I am gonna be screwed for that too. Like seriously. The past year exam papers were a challenge and i think i died doing it.
Off to sleep! But then, tonight might be another night I cant sleep cos I will be thinking of you.
Monday, December 07, 2009
DID YOU KNOW?
6:15 PM
I was that happy last night that I couldnt sleep. And in the end, you appeared in my dreams. Again.
Thursday, December 03, 2009
CENTURY
7:03 AM

Whoa. My 100th post!! Super enthu haha!! I cant believe I blogged 100 posts!! That's so cool for me haha. Okay retarded.
Trying to do all the work I can. There's so much and so little time. Maybe I should learn from yingjia, 1 day sleep 2-3hrs haha!! Wonder whether my body can take that toil. I swear I felt dizzy 3am in the morning the other day doing crim. Almost fell down the stairs sumore that day. LOL.
Psychology test was a complete disaster. Asura Cryin S2Ep10 is super cool. Bleach manga was out today. I guessed Tite Kubo got tired of drawing so many masks haha!!
And for my 100th post, Kurogane-Kai shall be the pic for it!!
"Gomenasai, watashi daiski _ _ _ _ _. Sayonara."
Wednesday, December 02, 2009
Insanity
5:27 AM
I think I not sleeping today. Seriously, seeing how my other frens are slogging, my mind aint worthy of today rest. Everything's been so hectic, I cant imagine what's gonna happen after the tests either.
And yes, I don't know anymore. You are one complex creature. Either I am deluded, or you are refusing that fact. At least dont try to fool me anymore. It's like getting killed all over again.