haha right now I really don't know to laugh or cry.
studying econs halfway and I suddenly thought about it. Everything starts with that word and it just ends there after everything's over. It wont continue unless I try further on. Even it does, either I see reluctance in you or you are really that busy. Glad that I am of some help to your world at least.
I grown tired. This relentless cycle. I hope it will happen again this week. For the third time. Even so, I don't know whether is a good thing or not. Everything feels as though there's this cold wall blocking there. That's the reason why I gave it up, because I know you aren't gonna care anyway. Well, if one day I know that you did, it would make hell of a difference.
Sometimes, I wonder whether bxx was right. About your personality. Cant you see through that ugly deception of his and look beyond that. And see me. I don't mind if it's just one fleeting moment. Just know that everything's almost fake around you, and the only true thing is me.
Shouldn't be feeling this way at this time.